Long time no blog. I went to Boise to spend time with my grandmother. That and being inspired by the Olympiads are keeping me clean. I don't think AA is for me, but I still have my crazy talking button, and AA books I still delve into. AA is a spectacular program and it works for so many. However I seem to be critisized when I talk about how much yoga, diet, and holistic health are helping me. If I don't follow AA to the T some of the authorities get pissy. And someone in recovery does not need police-like nor condensending behavior as I have experienced. No thanks.

I am doing great and I think I am starting to turn my little brain around. I craved last night after the Boise trip and just did everything to avoid giving in. I had a nice dinner even with a fatty evil dessert. took a hot bath, and watched the Okympics and Lost which I recorded. Then I thanked my lucky stars for not giving in this morning.