The anxiety has not been intense when it arises, and actually the guilt has dramatically diminished. Granted I had bad behavior and I can apologize a bit more if I wanted to, but I just want to move on. Maybe I'll make fun of all the craziness I went through in the future, and you know I think it may even be laughable.

I'm getting into DJ mode again, as I'm listening to a favorite techno band from Tijuana (yes) that would be perfect for a Vivace benefit I'm doing on my birthday. Gotta take a guitar lesson but I'll be back.

~Smobergirl